Probs one of the worst days this week...I am fed up with home life! I love my family but sometimes they bug me. I am a really good kid, I don't drink, party, do drugs or anything. I get decent grades and work a more than part time job on top of going to school and and my church activities but I never seem to be good enough for my parents. They expect so much from me yet they never expect me to meet those expectations because I usually do something to mess up. My question always is, well if you don't have faith in me to succeed, why should I try? There is always a loop hole in everything I do, and I am always compared to my perfect older sister, who has all her stuff together. It is frustrating and I can't wait for senior year to be over so I can move down to Colorado and not have to deal with walking on eggshells everyday of my life. I am done with this shit...seriously it is getting old.
xoxo,
A.Serendipitous
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